Out of Reach

The little life never lived because today was just out of reach/ This life extinguished before it starts/ A willing choice to tear out our hearts/ Or cruel kismet under sullen stars/ An unrequited life trapped in Fallopian tube/ My tiny son, our hearts' desire/ Never filled with creation's fire/ That little lump of cells/ That blood never becoming our eternal tonic/ Three years ago today/ What else is there to say- I am sorry Susan